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“It’s sad really. People rust. they evaporate. They slowly erase. And we wonder what happened. Was it our fault or theirs? Did we neglect the friendship or did they no longer need what we had to give? The boys, the girls. One day their names will begin with, ‘you know, what’s her name.’ It’s tough when you realize that the nurture of relationships is constantly evolving, despite every attempt you make to make it last. To live in love. To freeze people in memory. The rest of life will be a continuous series of beginnings, of handshakes and text avoidance.”
Christopher Gutierrez (via raindropsonredroses)

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“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.”
Douglas Coupland (via raindropsonredroses)

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Why me.

I was just kinda looking through my old blog the other day, the really old one, with so much memories, from my Primary 6 times to late 2009. And, I saw the picture of us, the one back in Dec 2008. I was trying to analyse the picture, to see if you faked the smile or there was any awkwardness between us. But, everything seemed nice, even, almost perfect. I don’t know why it’s hard for me to just delete the post, and the picture will be gone forever since it’s the last copy of the picture I ever have anyway. I’ve deleted the rest. I guess it’s just for me to look back on, 10 years later, that, hey, that was the happiest period in my whole life, but I’d never go back to that period again cause of the amount of misery I felt after the period ended. And, just so I know, that, I shouldn’t be so gullible anymore. Yesterday, a friend told me a story about how she and a guy got together. And, this sucks, but, everytime, somebody tells me a story like this, I end up thinking back on us. I guess it’ll always be like this, 10 yrs, 20 yrs later. But, who have I got to blame? My own mistake for being this gullible and just too damn soft.

aliveagaintoday: “On June 4, 2011 Remi was shot in front of her house for being a Pit Bull. She and her sisters had gotten out of the backyard gate some how for a minute, as I was getting the dogs back in I heard our dog Lola, a Cairn Terrier, barking in the front yard. Then I heard a POP and a dog yelping in pain. I called my dogs and they came running to the back gate. Remi our Pit Bull was bleeding profusely. I started screaming realizing she was shot. A man who lives around the corner from us was in my driveway yelling that the “Pit Bull” attacked his wife. I called him a liar saying she would never do such a thing. Then he said ‘The Pit Bull TRIED to attack his wife” I called him on that too. I screamed at him that he shot our dog Just Because She WAS a Pit Bull, and he started saying he was sorry over and over again. As the 5 Nassau County Police cars pulled up, I was confused as to why they were not disarming this man, and why they were treating me and my son and daughter like criminals. They were harassing us and not aiding in getting care for our dog. They were trying to make their way into our backyard, not looking for the man who shot our dog, but for our dog! I know NOW that if they would have found Remi, they would have shot her to kill her.As I was screaming for some kind of assistance against this henious crime, I was informed by one of the police officers that this man was “allowed ” to have a gun. Right there and then I knew he was retired from the force.I come from a police family. My grandfather was the Chief of Police of the Village of Freeport for approximately 40 years, my uncle followed his footsteps. I know about the law and the officers of the law. I knew right then and there, we would get nothing from the men in blue.But I was shocked at the way these officers treated me, my children, my boyfriend and my dog. They made it difficult to get my dog treated, they harassed my son and daughter. They frisked my boyfriend after he pulled up at our house. Searching him for a gun, why ? I have no idea. While my son was sobbing on our front stoop, they would not allow Bart to go to his aid, instead detaining him in the driveway as 4 police officers ripped through his pants pockets and wallet.After they had no evidence of ANY attack or harm to the wife of this madman, they informed me that they contacted Animal Control because Remi had no license.The bullet used was one of those that shatter on impact. Aren’t they ILLEGAL? I guess not for a retired police officer.I am disgusted. Be careful citizens of Baldwin. You never know if that “couple out for a walk” have CONCEALED LOADED WEAPONS in their pockets ready to take aim on your pets, your children or even YOU.Our beloved pet is in ICU fighting for her life, with 6 Thousand Dollars of medical bills looming over our heads. We want Justice For Remi ♥” Please take a minute and donate to help this poor pup get the surgery it needs to have it’s jaw fixed. Reblog and get the word out - through facebook or tumblr Chipin - http://anarchyanimalrescue.chipin.com/remi Paypal https://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.paypal.com%2Fcgi-bin%2Fwebscr%3Fcmd%3D_donations%26business%3Djusticeforremi%2540gmail.com%26lc%3DUS%26item_name%3DJustice%2Bfor%2BRemi%26currency_code%3DUSD%26bn%3DPP-DonationsBF%253Abtn_donateCC_LG.gif%253ANonHosted&h=0df92 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/pages/Justice-For-Remi/226487464030014?sk=wall

aliveagaintoday:

“On June 4, 2011 Remi was shot in front of her house for being a Pit Bull.

She and her sisters had gotten out of the backyard gate some how for a minute, as I was getting the dogs back in I heard our dog Lola, a Cairn Terrier, barking in the front yard. Then I heard a POP and a dog yelping in pain. I called my dogs and they came running to the back gate. Remi our Pit Bull was bleeding profusely. I started screaming realizing she was shot. A man who lives around the corner from us was in my driveway yelling that the “Pit Bull” attacked his wife. I called him a liar saying she would never do such a thing. Then he said ‘The Pit Bull TRIED to attack his wife” I called him on that too. I screamed at him that he shot our dog Just Because She WAS a Pit Bull, and he started saying he was sorry over and over again.

As the 5 Nassau County Police cars pulled up, I was confused as to why they were not disarming this man, and why they were treating me and my son and daughter like criminals. They were harassing us and not aiding in getting care for our dog.

They were trying to make their way into our backyard, not looking for the man who shot our dog, but for our dog! I know NOW that if they would have found Remi, they would have shot her to kill her.

As I was screaming for some kind of assistance against this henious crime, I was informed by one of the police officers that this man was “allowed ” to have a gun. Right there and then I knew he was retired from the force.

I come from a police family. My grandfather was the Chief of Police of the Village of Freeport for approximately 40 years, my uncle followed his footsteps. I know about the law and the officers of the law. I knew right then and there, we would get nothing from the men in blue.

But I was shocked at the way these officers treated me, my children, my boyfriend and my dog. They made it difficult to get my dog treated, they harassed my son and daughter. They frisked my boyfriend after he pulled up at our house. Searching him for a gun, why ? I have no idea. While my son was sobbing on our front stoop, they would not allow Bart to go to his aid, instead detaining him in the driveway as 4 police officers ripped through his pants pockets and wallet.

After they had no evidence of ANY attack or harm to the wife of this madman, they informed me that they contacted Animal Control because Remi had no license.

The bullet used was one of those that shatter on impact. 
Aren’t they ILLEGAL? I guess not for a retired police officer.
I am disgusted. 

Be careful citizens of Baldwin. You never know if that “couple out for a walk” have CONCEALED LOADED WEAPONS in their pockets ready to take aim on your pets, your children or even YOU.

Our beloved pet is in ICU fighting for her life, with 6 Thousand Dollars of medical bills looming over our heads. We want Justice For Remi ♥”

Please take a minute and donate to help this poor pup get the surgery it needs to have it’s jaw fixed. Reblog and get the word out - through facebook or tumblr

Chipin - http://anarchyanimalrescue.chipin.com/remi

Paypal https://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.paypal.com%2Fcgi-bin%2Fwebscr%3Fcmd%3D_donations%26business%3Djusticeforremi%2540gmail.com%26lc%3DUS%26item_name%3DJustice%2Bfor%2BRemi%26currency_code%3DUSD%26bn%3DPP-DonationsBF%253Abtn_donateCC_LG.gif%253ANonHosted&h=0df92

Facebook https://www.facebook.com/pages/Justice-For-Remi/226487464030014?sk=wall

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jennuttles:

worldfullofwhales:

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changeminds:

dillonwho:

OH MY GOD

oh my god

so cute

why cant people be like this in real life

oh my god, stop dead crying omg 

 this is beautiful.

this is the sweetest thing.. i can’t stop crying.

this is far too cute to not reblog. <3

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“Those minutes where I’m alone, just me and my pillow - I think. A lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from “What am I doing with my life?” to “Did I have homework?” The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life.”
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